Bloody hell! This one is absolutely brilliant as well. Everyone has already said it, but it can't hurt to say it again: you've written this melded character perfectly. It's Nathan, with only a few minor changes, the most obvious of which is the new fear and anxiety crawling through Nathan's normally confident mind. This is exactly how Adrian Pasdar played it in the most recent episode, and this merges seamlessly with canon because of your excellent characterisation.

He just wishes he could get this feeling out of his bones, the feeling that the world is rejecting him, and that his time on this earth is long overdue.

Oh my god, that's just incredible. It's both chilling and sad - I'm not quite sure how you managed that!

Thank you for sharing this.