Heroes, "Mercy of Responsibility" Noah/Sandra, rated G

[quirkysmuse]

Fandom: Heroes
Title: Mercy of Responsibility
Characters/Pairings: Noah/Sandra, Claire
Rating: G
Word Count: 500
Genre: Drama
Prompt: "Reset" at heroes_contest

Summary: Sandra shows up at his doorstep, but he doesn't want to be responsible if she chooses to take him back.





Mercy of Responsibility

Noah hears the clang of Claire’s fork, and he looks over and meets her troubled eyes. “Have you talked to Mom yet?” she asks. He dreads her bringing up this subject. He’s skilled enough to avoid it, but for Claire, he won’t. He can’t.

He pushes his empty plate ahead. “I haven’t had time.” Claire glares at him. “She doesn’t trust me anymore, and why would she?” he replies, his tone lighter.

Claire sighs. “I’ll talk to her.”

He snaps his eyes toward her. “No, leave it alone, Claire.”

“But I want to go home,” she retorts. “I want things to go back to normal.”

He picks up his beer and sips the warm foam of the bottom. He winces a little and smacks his lips. “You and I both know things won’t ever be normal again.”

But Claire doesn’t listen to him. She has a nasty habit of doing that, he thinks. He should have known better because two days later his wife shows up at his apartment door. He cracks the door open but Sandra doesn’t come in.

Her face is hardened, composed, not the soft Sandra he’s comfortable with. He wonders if she even wants to be here. He’s worried that his wife doesn’t love him anymore.

“Claire talked to you,” he points out with a sigh. “I told her not to.”

“I know,” she says. “I didn’t come to take you back, Noah,” she adds sternly, but he doesn’t fully believe her. The air is chilly between them, but at least she’s here.

“Claire says that things are back to normal. No more secrets, no more intrigue. She says you now have a decent job in what you’re good at, and you don’t have to hide it,” Sandra says. “Is this true?”

Noah nods. “Yeah, it’s all over,” he says, but he knows that’s not completely true. There’s still the issue with Nathan Petrelli.

Sandra lets out a deep breath. “Well, this might change things.”

“Will it?” he asks. He’s not convinced she’d repair things so easily. He meets her hardened eyes, struggling to hold back tears. She moves forward, but he doesn’t open the door.

Can they really start over with the new secret he bears? Even Claire is out of the loop, and she shouldn’t be, but as Angela says, it’s for the best.

Yet, he doesn’t want Sandra to go through it; she doesn’t deserve it. He yearns to let her inside, but he doesn’t want to risk losing her fragile trust again.

“Noah,” she says softly. She rests her hand on the door, and he opens it more and looks away.

If she walks through that door and takes him back into her arms, he won’t be responsible for it. He doesn’t want to be accused of dragging her down the same jaded path once again.

Sandra alone will choose if she wants to take him back, all of him – secrets and gray lies, no matter how deep they run.

Comments

[last-archangel.livejournal.com]

Aw, I hope they get back together. That was one of the saddest parts of a very sad season.

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Me too. I like Sandra and Bennet together. Their scenes were just too heartbreaking.

[commen-sense.livejournal.com]

i reeeeaaaallly like this :) very nicely done!

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thank you! :o)

[apckrfan.livejournal.com]

Well done. This and Heidi/Nathan are two ships that don't get much attention, and they should. I really love these two, esp. Sandra must take him back! She must!

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thank you! I agree. I've always loved Noah/Sandra, and they just have so much writers can touch upon.

I want her to take him back to, but I'm scared for her learning about Noah's new 'project'.

[raissad.livejournal.com]

Lovely. Good job. :)

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thank you. :)

[yetanothermask.livejournal.com]

Lovely and so true to character. I particularly like how you summarized Noah's new predicament for S4.

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thanks! Glad you liked it. :)

[dref22.livejournal.com]

Yay, I loved this. Ah Noah, I don't want to know how she's going to act when she finds out about the truth...

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thanks!
Yeah, wow, it's going to be epic, because that's one helluva secret. :3

[ricestorm.livejournal.com]

Just the prospect of scenes like this is one of the few things I'm looking forward to in volume 5. It's sad really, for two years she's been offering an open channel of communication, but out of habit and sometimes conveniently out of necessity, he can never reciprocate. Sandra/Noah has always been lovely but also kind of sadly doomed :(

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

I agree. I want to see scenes like this too, but I'm afraid you're right. They do seemed to be doomed.

Thanks for reading!

[bachlava.livejournal.com]

Ooh, this is a lovely little piece. I love the way you've worked with the bittersweet quality of this - it's what we all sort of want to have happen but know could never work.

[quirkysmuse.livejournal.com]

Thank you!